i never know why but things just seem to get harder and harder as the year peogresses. now i have to balance all of my family on top of planning my future and picking schools, having a job, and helping my mom out with money because she cant do it on her own. when it comes to holidays i wish i could go back to when my family was still together, when i didnt have to decide what parent or sibling i had to choose to spend time with. UH. i decided i dont want to graduate high school anymore. there are too many decisions to make and i dont like it.
i feel so bad for one of my best friends. his mom is dying of progressive cancer and probably will not make it past thanksgiving. i pray that she does not feel any pain and that their family may cope well especially during this season. this friend of mine is very dear to my heart and probably a big part as to who i am today. i wish this didnt have to happen to him, he is the most rightious person my age that i have come across and that has impacted my life so much.
i am forever greatful for him and his family.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
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